Addiction

I am an addict
Step One
I cant stop
Its like the plaque
constantly swimming and circling in my head like a shark
sometimes all you see is the tip of the fin
the soft gray
the warning to what is hiding beneath the dark salty waters

my heart beats fast
my eye twitches tightly
I know its bad for me
I dont care
I take it back
take you back
I break
no
self
control
The deed is done

The consequence always comes
relentless
I want to purge
feel the soft pad of my finger on the firm buds of my tongue
down down down
swirling

Out of my system

Ive paid for my sin

So
leave
me
alone

I cant resist your temptation anymore

Being without you is so painful
I remember how you've made me feel
that was real

you are my dark passenger