Scratch the itch

I took a picture of me while I was cleaning my room...Im so cute <3
So I ate too many Cheez-Its my stomach hurts really bad
Its 7 am I don't think I believe in sleep anymore
Its a day later and I don't believe in you anymore
I don't know why your here
I don't understand
Im accepting time now
Im not looking
Im coasting
but the itch is getting stronger
I want to reach down and touch the ground
I want to rip out of this trance and grasp the steering wheel
make it go in the direction I want
No one can get what they want
You get what you need
I need this
I need
peace
sanctity
calm
<3

Give it to me